Boy, what a week. A friend passed. I attended the memorial service this weekend. I have not dealt with death in a really long time. Especially not someone who passed before their time. There were expected, grandparents. My dad when I was 8 but I did not know him. He was in and out of rehab (slight drinking problem).

What is there to say when this happens? Really I suppose there are many websites and books etc. But in the end, it just sucks. The poor family appeared to be in disbelief but appeared to be holding it together. There I was crying out a river. I tell myself, everyone has there own way of dealing. But still, good golly hold it together for them!! Oh well, what can I say but what a crappy week.